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November 09, 2015

Angel of Love & Lily is out now!

When I was a teenager drawing & painting were my way of dealing with my emotions and feelings, especially when I was sad and unhappy. But the older I got writing became my way of self-therapy and passion. So I had stopped drawing for over a decade.

After finding and losing my soul mate, my first true love in just a short time the only way for me to deal with my emotional pain & sorrow and to heal my broken heart & soul was to write down my Story.

The story of “Angel of Love & Lily, Zak my sweet inspiration” was written between April and June 2015. I started the first from 20 sketches and Illustrations of Lily & Zak in May 2015. At the same time, I wrote 28 Love songs and I have collected them all in one book with the Title: “Angel of Love - Heat my frozen heart”.
Zak, my soulmate a smart and handsome Cypriot football player and English teacher made me fall in love for the very FIRST time in my entire life. He became the Angel of Love for my frozen heart. So each song was and still is like a shower for my soul. I tried everything in my power to make my soulmate understand how his rejection is hurting, disappointing and humiliating. I was so sure that he was the one, my true love for eternity. I was going to shower him with all my love, care, and devotion, but he not only rejected my feelings but sadly also my sincere friendship and limitless Love. Love truly sucks! 

Angel of Love & Lily is only available in English. You can read it in print as illustrated book or the ebook. You find all the links on my website


November 04, 2015

What else besides writing helped me to get through difficult times!

Drawing and painting was my way of getting through tough times as an unwanted and unwelcomed refugee. Later as an adult, it was my way of survival as an unwanted and hated foreigner.

Dealing with rejection is the story of my life and is probably if not definitely the most painful feeling. And it doesn’t matter who rejects you. Whether it is a country, a law (such as the refugee law), the society (who hates foreigners like many people in Swiss do) or it is a rejection from your own Family, father, and siblings. Or if it is someone that you love and care for deeply. Rejection kills your soul. It reaps your heart out. Any rejection is an emotional suicide each time.  
When I was younger drawing with colors helped me to deal with rejection. Today the combination of writing and drawing helps me to heal from rejection. The power of words is my way of self-therapy these days. Such as working on my sweet-bitter romance book “Angel of Love & Lily, Zak my sweet inspiration”.
These are just two of many drawings that were done in 1996, the original size is 50X70 cm. One is expressing that my only hope to ever feel and find Freedom is death! And the other one is expressing how I felt as a Refugee in Switzerland
Almost two decades later, 2015 nothing has changed! Refugees are still being treated like sheet. They are being punished instead of helped. How will their future be in 20 years from now? This is the big question! Will they ever have a normal and fearless life in EU?  Or will they always feel unwanted and displaced like I do?

And here are a few of my drawings with Astrology signs and other topics 
such as "Stop Aids". Original size: 70 x 100 cm.
Stop Aids

The King of Pop

Birth sign: Virgo

New Yorks Fashion week


Birth sign: Libra

Birth sign: Gemini
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